I Hate Fighting

I Hate Fighting

Wednesday we had a big fight. I hate to fight with you. When we fight I lose my best friend, lover and wife. Right now we are all we have so it SUCKS! You said that if people do not fight they do not grow and I beleive that. 

We made a pack. Next time when we fight, you are going to tell me that I am getting stressed and we are going to take a walk, drive or watch TV... something to get us out of that mode.

I Love You and how you put up with the crazy me!

Jimmie

Axe Woman

Axe Woman

We spent this Sunday chopping down trees, it was fun. You had so much fun running the chain saw. Although I had to tell you to put the brake on when you walked around with the saw.

Remember the DUMB white dog in Ocean Shores? That lady would walk around on her cell phone and let her dog walk where ever it wanted. It would always steel Mistys balls. Well, you were cuttin down this tree and the dumb white dog was wandering around and it fell on the dog.... opppss. We laughed.

There is one this that I have always admired about you. You can be drop dead gorgeous, then you can thron on a pair of chain saw chaps and cut down trees. Ahhhh I have the best of both worlds.

Love ya!

We Laughed Until We Cried

We Laughed Until We Cried

We just got done watching the outsiders.

We were just talking and I told you that my heart was beating funny. So you asked what does a heart that beats funny sound like? As in Bushmiller fashion I explained what thse heart beated like.

When you heart get oxys, it sounds like booooom boooooom boooooom booooom... can you hear me?

A heart that needs drugs... BOOM..BOOOOM..Boom...Boom....BOOM...He He He.

We went on and did other, but we were laughing so hard. I loved that about you, how were we also best friends where we could laugh a each other till my side hurt.

Love You Sweetie!

The Big Decision

The Big Decision

Well, after MANY months of talking, crying, and fighting we made a very BIG decision. I am very scared, but you are totally at peace about it. We are adventuring into the unknown. I am going to need you and I know that you will need me. Ahhhhh I am scared!



Weekend In Cannon Beach

Weekend In Cannon Beach

We got away for the weekend to Cannon Beach. It was a much needed day to drive, almost get a ticket, walk around and drink some good Blackberry Beer.

 

We even bought a growler. Remember how funny you thought that word was? We laughed :)

 

When we were walking around we saw this huge crowd and we wondered what that was. It was crepes. So we waited in line for 30 minutes to get a strawberry crepe.

On the west coast we do not horses, we ride sharks!

 

It was so nice to walk around and just relax with you. I love you and I hope that we can spend a lot more weekends in Oregon!

 

 

 



Ahhhhh Stress

Ahhhhh Stress

We these last coule of days have been very stressful. I cannot say but you know what we were dealing with. There are somethings that you do in life... well at the time you think it is a good idea, then later on in life you end up paying for it. That is where we have been the last couple days. It has been very hard as we want to move on, but our past has come to haunt us and will not let us leave. I hope that the future has good things in store for us.

I Love You.

Jimmie

Boise Trip

The Boise Trip

This weekend we took a trip to Boise, Id. We left Wednesday May14th through Saturday May 17th. We went to see Lauren graduation. Both the girls have grown up so much. It was so nice to see everyone and feel the warmth. We made some pretty big decisions if you know what I mean ;)

Love You!

Jimmie

Bye Bye Duckie

Bye Bye Duckie

Well, we had to get rid of Zoe. You were sad, but we realized that she was a lot of work. So we took her the wildlife rescue and they found a good home for her. It was the best as you saved her life, she would not be alive if it were not for you! Plus she has other brother and sisters that she can play with now, plus water and grass! The man at the rescue told you Zoe was bout 2 weeks old.

I was a nice Sunday. We washed the car and just relaxed :)

Quack, Quack, Help Me

Quack, Quack, Help Me

This weekend we went to Olympia as we did many a weekend. As we were leaving Wal-mart we saw a Crow that had seperated this little ducky from it's mommy and brothers and sisters. The Crow was chasing down the ducky and had it trapped between two concrete blocks. The Crow was just about to go in for the kill when we pulled the car in and scared away the Crow.

You popped out of the car and went to the little ducky, while the Crow went up in a tree waiting for us to leave again so it could pounce on the little ducky. 

You picked up the ducky and looked for it's mommy, but could not find it. So we took it home and called it Zoe. #mylove

BBQ Chicken, Belt Sanders & A Wet Dog

BBQ Chicken, Belt Sanders & A Wet Dog

Today was another warm day, and we took advantage of it. We spent the day washing your car, sanding you wood plaques for your sety store that we are trying to get going. And of course the dog needed to be watered. We had a lot of fun and we need to take more days off like this. 

Here is the belt sander that we bought and your makeshift new work stump of old big ben. FUN!!

And of course the dog.... #Mylove

I Love you :)

Jimmie

From Japan With Love

From Japan With Love

A couple of days ago this boat washed up on shore. They said it was from the tsuamani in Japan. See if this link works.

Wow we had a couple of nice days. It was about 70 degrees. It is so nice to feel the warmth. I am not sure where you are when you are reading this, hopefully not in Ocean Shores, but you would live for days like this!

You are at the post office and I am getting ready to get my butt outside. It is going to be a fun day. We got your sander belts and we are going to send you wood down. I am so excited to spend days like this with you. #MyLove

I love you and see you outside!

Jimmie

Yellow Face

Yellow Face

Ugh. It has been three days after the infusion and I got sick. On Saturday you told me that my face was yellow. I am so thankful that you were always there to take care of me. Thank you so much for always being there for me. I Love You. #Mylove

Hospital Time

Hospital Time

My Love,

I cannot tell how much I appreciate you being there helping me thru these yucky infusions. They were so boring! Sitting there for 7 hours doing nothing. I could tell that you were uncomfortable in the little chair, but you hung in there for me. I guess we put a new meaning for the vows.... In sickness and health. 

Thank you and I LOVE YOU! #Mylove

Jimmie

Chick Flick Night

Chick Flick Night

Remember 27 Dresses... lets watch 27 dresses.... lets watch 27 dresses... lets watch 27 dresses. 

Well after you let me watch my guy movie; 3:10 to Yuma arrgghhh (Guy noise). We watched Hope Floats.. it was not 27 Dressess but close. You told me that there was going to be shooting, but I guess I missed it as I fell asleep.

Thank you for always letting me watch those shoot them up, blow them up, guy movies. You were always so patient and my best friend sitting on the couch, holding hands and eating our gummy cherries. #Mylove

I Love You....

A History Of Our Eternal Love

A History Of Our Eternal Love

To understand my love letters you must know our history. I met My Love many years ago. We had a wonderful marriage until a couple of years ago we hit a bump in the road. About 8 years ago I was diagonised with a incureable muscle disease. I almost passed away several times, but by Gods grace I here. It is not that I fear death, I fear leaving My Love alone. These letters are to My Love. She does not know that I am writting these. If I should pass My Love will hopefully have many letters reminding her of all the good times we had together. Hopefully these will be enough to keep her living until we meet again in Heaven. #Mylove